♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ♥
5:50:00 PM
school sucks great deal man . i haven been lyk doing my homework or anything . still feel a lil not too good . hmm . bad timing of being sick . cant really concentrate in class . and still , console my dumb dumb being ditched ytd . so my phone bill goanna exceed lyk mad again cuz i tink i used lyk 80 + msg ytd ? and tt day called junwei on my phone and we chat for half and hour .
sians . i really hate sch sia . gg sch doesnt make me any happier . perhaps i expect too much from the people around me . tt 's why i 'm feeling rather upset . i may not b a perfectionist , but still , i strive to be one . haiz . life sucks really .
class is lyk so ku ku . out of the 10 periods of classes , 5 periods are without my subj teachers . lyk wth lah . wad 's the point of gg sch sia . no use ; absolutely . and we pon our SH in focus . my class damn pro sia . hahas ! cuz emperor not coming so end up every body skipped . damn pro sia .
so reached home some time lyk 4.30 but before tt go and meet mr tan and wx . they dumb dumb . make me go there then in the end after a while i go home . cuz they wan to play bball . then some more all the ppl i dunnoe one . so in the end , mr tan send me home . lol . can c he 's really ok now . hahas ! but now not sure whether meeting him on fri or not le . cuz ppl 's lyk ATTACHED lah , meet him lyk super weird sia .
and mdm phua needs me to teach her on the programming stuffs . haiz . dunnoe whether shld go to meet mr tan or help her . c1st lah . haiyo . so ma fan . cuz i not too sure how to use acid blaz liao ! only rmb the cake walk i tink . lols . boring weekend arh !
i 'm not really contented over stuffs tt 's happening around . too much pain and lots of things i 'm trying to endure . i dunnoe how long more can i still endure . enduring is really a problematic job and i hate it . it 's a bloody waste of time and effort .
i hate it when all the ppl start to pysco me . i have my own thoughts ; thank you ! stop telling me this person this and tt person tt . i 'm very sick and tired of hearing all those stuffs . cuz i 'm sure all of u doesnt lyk it either ! i hate changing myself , and i even hate it when ppl tried to change me . darn ! let me have my own thinking and stand . u ppl didnt even give me the chance to have my own stand . spare me the change man !
i wan back my confidant . rmb-ing how much i can talk to him when we were reallly good frens .. now cant we jus turn back the clock and b wad things used to b ? i have already tried giving up something that was so precious to me , lil memories and everything . have u ? u were always hanging somewhere near my blog . i 'm sure u noe , i'm refering to u . i really dunno wad more can i do to get back u , my most trustworthy confidant . i miss u and everything .
U EVOL I
